Ego Death

I’ve been facing some ego death recently and it’s making me very uncomfortable.

I’m frustrated that I have to change and I’m frustrated that I have to do so for the rest of my life.

But this isn’t frustration towards the work. It’s grief for the part of me that lives off of potential and the part of me that got me to where I’m at today.

I have to change for my partner. I have to change and act while I’m not ready for my own self progression. I’m so addicted to insight and being the man who could do great things. But I want to be a man of action and the man who did do the thing.

Here’s my first attempt